looking up?

things are begining to look up. as most of you could gather from the title of my blog, that i have been working behind bars for some time, but its not exactly my chosen career. i'd love nothing more than step onto the right side of the bar and never have to step behind the pumps again. well now i'm working full time in a tattoo studio hopefully to make enough money so i dont have to step behind a bar ever again. for now i'm still working at the pub. the hours a crap but xmas is closing in and i need to pay the rent some how. heres hoping that come new year i wont have to pour drinks anymore. and it will be someone elses turn to serve me. :D come see me at skinsation tattoo studio on abbey hills road oldham to help me get closer to quitting my job.

the list

i wish life was a little easier at the min. i'm being pulled in several different directions and i'm not sure where to turn or what to do. I've recently found myself in a new job. my dream job, the job I've wanted for sooo long. I've finally made it into a tattoo studio making money for what i love doing. its a new studio so business is trickling in, so as you can expect not making much at the mo. also i'm about to move into a gorgeous flat with my lovely other half, no more living with the parents. so whats the problem? i recently had a conversation with a someone it revolved around what the point was. why are we here? the thing is there is no point there are many things i want to do in my life, a sort of list if you like. thing on this list include floating around Ha Long Bay on a raft for a while, i want to drop my pants in front of the Taj Mahal and moon the tourists. i want to kiss the man i love in the shadow of the Eiffel tower, i want to tattoo people in beach hut somewhere along the coast in California for a while. i want to spend my retirement years living in a tree house. the list goes on but you get the idea, most of these things are fantasies that will never materialize but i hope they do and everything i do today is building up to some of my little dreams. it hurts for me to think that someone could be so empty to not see what the point in these dreams is? the list in my head is ever growing and occasionally i get to cross something off because I've managed to achieve it. it keeps me going and stops the stress getting too much. i wnt to do these things to make me smile. no other reason and that's the point.