the list

i wish life was a little easier at the min. i'm being pulled in several different directions and i'm not sure where to turn or what to do. I've recently found myself in a new job. my dream job, the job I've wanted for sooo long. I've finally made it into a tattoo studio making money for what i love doing. its a new studio so business is trickling in, so as you can expect not making much at the mo. also i'm about to move into a gorgeous flat with my lovely other half, no more living with the parents. so whats the problem? i recently had a conversation with a someone it revolved around what the point was. why are we here? the thing is there is no point there are many things i want to do in my life, a sort of list if you like. thing on this list include floating around Ha Long Bay on a raft for a while, i want to drop my pants in front of the Taj Mahal and moon the tourists. i want to kiss the man i love in the shadow of the Eiffel tower, i want to tattoo people in beach hut somewhere along the coast in California for a while. i want to spend my retirement years living in a tree house. the list goes on but you get the idea, most of these things are fantasies that will never materialize but i hope they do and everything i do today is building up to some of my little dreams. it hurts for me to think that someone could be so empty to not see what the point in these dreams is? the list in my head is ever growing and occasionally i get to cross something off because I've managed to achieve it. it keeps me going and stops the stress getting too much. i wnt to do these things to make me smile. no other reason and that's the point.